HAD EXTREME MATCH YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!
THAT MATCH WAS E MATCH THAT PUT A STAB IN MY HEART!
I DID BADLY WHICH I WAS NT SUPPOSED TO.
I'M SORRY PPL! I WILL TRY TO RELAX AND NT TENSE UP DURING E GAME
I WILL GIVE MY 100% BEST...... SRY ABT SCREWING UP YESTERDAY
I'LL GAIN MY CONFIDENT AND YEA TRY TO LEARN FRM MEILING ....
SHE DID US PROUD YESTERDAY..........
I'LL ALWAYS RMB WAT COACH TOLD US YESTERDAY....
WE DUN CARE ABT E SCORE OR WHO THEY ARE ...
WE CAN LOSE BUT THERES ONE THING WE CAN'T
ITS NOT LETTING ANYONE LOOK DOWN ON US!
I WILL ETCHED THAT IN MY MIND..........
THANK YOU FER GIVING ME SO MUCH CHANCE TO
PLAY ON COURT AND PUTTING HOPES IN ME...
I 'LL PROMISE NT TO DISAPPOINT U ALL ANYMORE BUT TO TRAIN HARDER
AND GET BACK MY SHOTS...AND MOST IMPORTANTLY MY CONFIDENCE...
THX SENIORS FER PUSHING ME AND TRAINING ME AFTER E WHOLE GAME!
I'LL BEAR THAT IN MIND... I'LL HAVE TO TRY IF I WANNA GET ON THAT COURT AND PLAY!SRY FELLOW PLAYERS AND COACH...... I'LL DO MY BEST E NEXT ROUND!
AND THANK YOU VENUS FER COMFORTING ME YESTERDAY!
HAHA I FEEL BETTER YEA!
I'M LEAVING TMR FER MALAYSIA:)
BE BACK ON SUNDAY NITE....
WILL MISS ALL OF YA
TAKECARE:)

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Friday, May 23, 2008

HEHHEH.......
my phone has seriously gone crazy bluetooth spoil camera spoil cover spoil and nw light dissapear...and e worst thing is that i have to endure this until november...
I WANNA CHANGE MY PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha today trg in sch was fun haha cause only 8 of us attended trg including junior
... how pathetic! we did passes and played no men's land ...... end trg at four.... gained back stamina! but my speed still ah hem.... u all no la..... haha:)
Then went fer extreme trg...... gt e schedule list fer e extremes match ..... cannnot attend next week trg and match........haha but i seriously learnt something very important today...
through our usual trgs in sch and extremes i learnt that as long as u are put on court... u must cherish every chance and opportunity that u are given.... last time every time in trg if teacher put me on court once i tired feel like having breaks and stop trg but in extreme its different .... if u are nt even put on court or u noe that u are just a minority in short an extra.... that will be worst.... accept every scoldings ..... if coach dun evn bother to give u advise ...... that will be e worst luh!!!!!!!!!! i am beginining to love netball more..... haha so strive fer every match and play.... JIA YOU! fer those who just cme netball a few times then dun cme alrdy..... it is so obvious that u dun have e heart to learnt...... u may be gd have e techniques and e fixtures but wats e use.... in e end u're just wasting our time by making some excuses not to come fer trg....
u noe who u are luh.......... i'm nt angry but i'm upset:( yea next week go malaysia le..........
looking forward to it!:)

thx fer watching over me:)<3

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Wednesday, May 21, 2008

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!
WA TODAY HAD A4L WANNADIE LIAO LA KK FIRST ALOT OF PPL NVR CME THEN ALOT OF INSTRUMENT NOT PLAYED!THEN SOME PPL GAVE EXCUSES DUN WANT PLAY .... WE DID WELL FER REHERSAL BUT FREAKING SCREWED UP DURING E PERFORMANCE .... OUT OF BEAT AND MISS TWO LINES AT E END..... WHEN WE WENT ON BACKSTAGE OUR HEART BROKE LA .... WE WERE LIKE WA WASTED SIA...... HAHA ITS ALL OVER ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! SAD MAN BUT U NOE WAT?
THOSE WHO NVR CME AND GIVE SOME FCKING LAME EXCUSES ...... U CAN ALL FO FCK OFF CAUSE WE DUN FREAKING NID U .... STILL CAN GO PLAE SOCCER AND DUN CME BACK U JOLLY NOE HU U ARE LA ................ KK EVERYTHING'S OVER!!!!!!!!!
TMR GT E BGR TOK ! HOPE IT BE FUN!AND OH YEA......
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VENUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 HRS MORE HAHA:)

thx fer watching over me:)<3

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Monday, May 19, 2008

yeaps...... my life long wish has finally came true...I FINALLY BAKED A DAMN CAKE!!!!!!!
well it cme out rather funny luhx.... went to see doctor on e morning
waited fer like 1 1/2 hrs just fer a 5 min consultation....damn pissed man!
haha but worth e trip la my medicine free haha cause applided fer e doctor card
cool la ... haha
then rush over to naomi's house to make cake damn cool la her house
3 storey leh..... haha then just by making one cake e kitchen all messed up....
haha hope they will all eat luhrx!
hey ppl its edible k!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so betta eat tmr....... haha but honestly it looks like shit!
hehheh tired la gtg bb

thx fer watching over me:)<3

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Sunday, May 18, 2008

HAPPY BELATED B,DAE DANIEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

went to daniel's house fer party haha ....
his house damn hard to go man!
met his sister .... super adorable larx!
played with her in e water with venus and rose....
felt like some outsider when we went there but overall was fine
mood change because of something.... emo on bus but felt better after that
haha think everyone had fun except......****** haha :)
then today bought cake stuff fer ms cheong goin naomi house tmr to bake...
met with seow chee after violin class todae.... ate durian ice.... yeap!
then guess wat seow chee wanted to go 5th level toilet mah... then we went to fourth
lvl sit lift saw this grp of so called inverted comas lians and bengs....
then suddenly one of e guy turn around gave us this retarted look and smile with a twist ....
me and seow chee was like laughing away in e lift then everyone was like ... *stare* hard...
haha LOL......... LOOKING FORWARD TO BAKING CAKE AT NAOMI'S HSE HAHA

thx fer watching over me:)<3

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Friday, May 16, 2008

Sch was boring yesterday.... got back my chinese marks..... 62/110 disappointed with myself man! haha nt confident in getting gd results at all............. slack in class whole day super boring then went tiong with rose after sch ..... then lots of things happen ...... happy then sad!!! i found out abt this when i was going hme ..... called rose think she was gonna cry then walk hme no key then go back tiong ask rose to cme back with me.... haha sry rose:D .....

If dun wan ask go then dun call .... call one moment then after that say change ur freaking venue .... who do u think we are..... stupid minded dun ever freaking underestimate us ok! found out where u all were lie to us fer wat...... then u showed attitude... cme on la think i want call u alr!!!! disgusting fagot!


hey ppl dun u even notice my mood is rather bad this days ..... my posts are all abt ppl that annoyed me! haiz keeping cool nw..... going to meet roselyyna and venus at tiong to go to kallang fer netball training....

TILL THEN ! SAYONARA:)

thx fer watching over me:)<3

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

WEEHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
exams are finally over!
think i did badly for all of e papers la....
many things had been going on recently....
nt really gd things larx! and my mood is like swinging
back and forth man..... saw ur true colours today....
disappointed with ur actions.... u even shouted at us today.....
and we can see that u are using us lar....
nvm shall nt really tok abt it.... we are e two damn fools who just tolerated ur
attitude! pls change man.... if nt nobody can help u...
liking someone is nt abt caring abt wat he/she feels abt u that is nt wat liking a person is
.....it is thinking for e other party ... u say that u like him i dun freaking think so....
nvm its over anyway!

thx fer watching over me:)<3

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Saturday, May 03, 2008

HAIX......things have nt been really going well for me lately......
I seriously hate it ! both of us were like dumies siting down there
like some idiots .... we were like so left out la .... stop giving excuses lo...
we noe its potential that u want but if u dun want us cme then dun waste our
time la y keep quiet and dun say anything ..... think we might get hurt is it?
u make it worst by just leaving us like that la and e rest dun even feel our
prescence like we are some statue like that ... u noe how sad we were that we even cried..
we wanted to be alone but u kept probing abt how well u perform... can t u even understand!
well... i'm e stupid one anyway ...... who can i blame but me, my freaking stupidity!
then today went church studyhad ltf after that .... sense sth wrong ....
so obvious that u are like using me.... like wat had i even done to u.....
my mood is really bad....
then just nw was almost bang down by a car thought that if e car bang me i would at least forget all this troubles...........
I AM SO HURT NOW THAT I GONNA BURST...

blog under serious maintainence......... will revive after exams.....

thx fer watching over me:)<3

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